You know, i really thought my life can't be that miserable given that there's not a lot of people in my life who has the ability to hurt me badly right now. So i was wrong. It doesn't only take a person you love to hurt you, even a stranger or a person you are not even close with can hurt you too. Maybe to a lesser extent though.
Like when you're accused of something you didn't intend to mean like what the person thinks. Yet you can't argue. Because you did it. Yes, you can explain your case all you want, but the other party would always refuse to listen. You did it. You're wrong. Won't even question the real intention behind the actions. Don't even care.
Sometimes this is why i don't even bother defending myself anymore. It gets too tiring.
Don't even know how to explain what happen because it's so complicated and i don't know where to start. If i do i talk about it, it doesn't seem as grave as it is. And then it seems like i'm making a mountain out of a mole hole. Don't want to be regarded as a whiny little kid.
At times like these, i need a hug more than a listening ear.
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
-hugs bolster-

On that rainy night
Underneath the same umbrella
You promised to give me something
Have you forgotten?
On hard and dizzy days
When I stumble, you promised to give me something
Have you forgotten?
Give me, give me, give it to me now
Give me, give me, just give it to me
Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me
Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me
From the start of work till it's over
The boss that hates me
Kept saying bad things to me
Before I start to cry
I wanted to have a cup of coffee
But there's no one to call
Give me, give me, give it to me now
Give me, give me, just give it to me
Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me
Hug me hug me hug me
Please hug me
Till your back goes out
Till your collarbone breaks
Till your neck is sore
Till your entire body gets red
Ah come on*, Ah come on, Ah come on, give it to me
Ah come on, Ah come on, Ah come on, give it to me
Ah come on, Ah come on, Ah come on, give it to me
Ah come on, ah come on

*give a hug to qian ning *
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