Hazy.

Seriously, the weather is so bad that the Pollutant Standards Index (PSI) hit 155 last night. This means the air quality is in the unhealthy range, which is anything over 100. Tahir just came back from Indonesia and said the weather there was perfectly fine?! Indonesia, why you like that! Make us suffer. ):

Don't know if it's the weather, but i went to visit my 奶奶 at SGH today and i barely stood by her bed side for 5 minutes and i started having an ominous feeling. The feeling i would get at least once a year. Noooo, not again, not another dizzy spell! I put down my bag and tried to will the unwell feeling away but it wasn't working. So i squat by my granny's bed side. Everyone was like, ??? What's happening? Lol. So i ended up sharing bed with my granny. At first i sat at the corner, but the dizziness and cold sweat did not subside. But after lying at the foot of the bed and fanning myself with granny's exercise sheet, i immediately felt so much better. So embarrassing right, visiting my granny but ended up making her uncomfortable by sharing the bed with her. -.-

I'd say my health isn't very good after working. No idea why. Stomach aches, a freaking huge ass ulcer (i bit on the same area twice, ouch), head aches, and now this. I didn't get to see how awful i looked, but sister was saying i look damn pale. Oh well, at least i'm fine now! No dizzy spell, but the ulcer is probably here to stay. Hurts like shit.

Anyway granny seems fine. She said that the surgery doesn't hurt as much as last time. She told us she did some exercises for her leg today! But looking at her cut (not literally the cut, just the cottons on her wound which joined up to be quite long) just hurts me. Being so old and having to go through all these painful process. Sigh, she's so brave. Talking about me flying off soon, she said she still have 200USD and wanted to give it to me. Then asked if she wanted me to bring anything back for her, she said things like she's so old already, what would she need and that she'd rather have me spend that money on things i like and make me happy. Really, what did i do to deserve having so many caring people around me?
I'm blessed.
:')

Just a picture with Kristin!
Met her on Friday afternoon. Debbie was in London, so it was just the two of us.

Didn't manage to meet the usuals during the weekend. Man, 5 more days to before i fly off. Things only 10% packed. Everything's gonna be so last minute. Worried>Excited. Gosh, i'm feeling hazy now. I'm most probably not making sense anymore.

Bye for now!