Count my :( in this post alone

Before and after.
Real smile and fake smile.

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Got cranky after cutting my hair.
The person dont know how to cut evenly la!
Especially my fringe, so damn obvious...
Wth.
And then say cut 3 inch, but cut till so short!

Die, hair confirm look damn messy and haywire
after cutting away so much of the straighter ends
):

And oh, i went to visit granny today after cutting my hair.
(thus the background in the 'after' pic)
She was commenting that my mum became thinner.

Then she added that i'm 'pui' (fat) while my sis is 'san' (thin)
))))))))))':
SEE! I'M NOT EXAGGERATING WHEN I SAY I GREW FAT!
SOBS.
So self conscious now..
*sigh*

But really, nothing can stop me from eating.
And nothing can start the exercise habit in me. 

(It doesn't help when i'm vertically challenged too.)
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I keep having non-stop cravings such as korean and jap food

which i just cant stop craving for until i get to eat it?!
And no, i don't even think about going for a run.
Correction, i've considered it...
but thought better of it.

I'm those type who can't even run to save my life. 

Kayys, i make it sound like i'm a really bad runner.
But i'm not so bad, really.
I just find it so torturing.
I swear i always face problems while running.
Stitches, cramps, can't breath properly and....untied shoelaces
Seriously, i hate running.
Then again, i doubt running can keep me thin.
Only fit perhaps.
BUT, my knees are pretty weak.
And yes, running makes it worse.
So.... *coughs*
I think that's a good reason why i don't run kayys.
(ever since 2.4km is out of my life forever)

I presume i look pleasantly plump because of my face...
And my arms
(though when i look at it in real life it looks okay,

but in pictures, it can be a different thing, idk why..)

Even my tummy threatens to turn into jelly..

RAH.
Time to do some light exercises at home...